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Again, Again
01:25
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I'm sorry I wasn't listening to a word you said
Honestly I'm too selfish to become invested in your feelings
Because I'll only be dwelling on my own
You can watch me if you like?
Nod my head and smile and agree
Or empathise so unconvincingly
I'm ignorant at best
And my niceties are fraudulent
It's just cyclical mess after mess
I'm the first to promote mental health
But I'm the last to reach out to someone close for help
I can't even tell someone I'm sad
That's how pathetic I am
Depression is all that I've got
Except my bald head I'm a freak
Let me think like this for the rest of the week
Repeat Repeat Repeat
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Dear Ornery, I'll Leave
03:06
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Tell it to another friend
Are you just as dispensable to them
Do you get to be so lonely
Well maybe it's your fault
I know that you would like to talk it through
Get some closure, for me to get inside your shoes
But do you really think I wanna hear what sardonic comment that you have for me?
I've tried to reason but there's just no use when you get so ornery
I'll move
Silence permeates and that's our norm
I get so bored
Of you, yes you
I hope that this is getting through
I don't hate you I just hate your illness
Does that make it okay
But even if we tried to rectify
I don't think that it'd make me stay
I'll move
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Cascade / Cacophony
04:30
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A cascade of little white lies
Cacophony of yes I'm alright
And murmuring in my sleep
You choose to be dormant in this
No response to my ellipses
Excusing a shared dissuade
Refuse to believe in science
You're leaving me here I'm crying
For love
If you want to be
A mother to me
Then why are you ashamed
Just skin up top
My brain is rot
Come call me your mistake
I've got to say
I hate you
I hate you
In truth I feel sorry for you
I can tell there's trouble in your mind too
And I don't how to help
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4. |
Suffocating
03:05
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I have lost my mind before
But hitting rock bottom feels like so much more
Struggling to get out of my bed
The ticking clock sends panic to my head
Don't try to be my friend
If you're looking to depend
Leave me be to figure out
How I'll ever leave this house
I know that it looks like I'm running away
But really I'm searching for a reason to stay
I'm trying to nurse my health
And keep convinced to be myself
The walls are closing in
Clothes up to my knees I'm drowning
This room is suffocating me
But I can't muster the strength to leave
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5. |
Sweet Song
02:35
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Sing me a sweet song
Make it have sweet words
Stroke my head gently
Whisper you love me
Treat me a child
Treat me a child
Tell me to calm down
Tell me you're here now
There's nothing to cry about
But if it helps to cry then let it out
La la la la
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Drive until your feet get numb
Forget the gears with a wrapped up tongue
Shooting pains
You don't feel the same
Pick up what you made
Look me in the eye
Scream without a sound
What's your name
Cause I don't know you
Do you remember me
As a child
As your only one
As your son
Do you remember me
What's my name
I'll hold your finger again
Come touch my hairless head
Come speak some sense to me I beg
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7. |
Iris
01:52
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Well now you've gone
It's been left upon my shoulders now
Feels like my world is crashing down
Well I guess it's fine
It may dwell on my mind
But I'm strong enough by now
To keep my feet steady on the ground.
You should know that I've grown to be proud of who I am
I'm still terrified but look I made this bed all on my own
I really think that I can do this alone
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